Saturday, August 21, 2004
Nine stages of Grief
Apparently James has left and gone to china.
Rk mentioned this in passing today.
My reaction
Shock – what?
Denial – really? No he hasn’t.
Anger – how could he not even mention this! I saw him last night, how hard is it to say “im leaving tomorrow”
Distress – im supposed to meet up with him in hong kong, how am I going to find him, this is a disaster
Guilt – maybe it’s my fault, maybe I should have asked him if he was leaving tomorrow, maybe I haven’t been showing him enough attention
Depression – pause, maybe james doesn’t like me anymore, pause,
Bargaining – if you can bring him back god, I promise ill do better
Acceptance – oh well
Reaching out – James, can you email me and tell me where you are please.
Rk said maybe it’s because I’m too taxing.
¶ 6:57 PM
Apparently James has left and gone to china.
Rk mentioned this in passing today.
My reaction
Shock – what?
Denial – really? No he hasn’t.
Anger – how could he not even mention this! I saw him last night, how hard is it to say “im leaving tomorrow”
Distress – im supposed to meet up with him in hong kong, how am I going to find him, this is a disaster
Guilt – maybe it’s my fault, maybe I should have asked him if he was leaving tomorrow, maybe I haven’t been showing him enough attention
Depression – pause, maybe james doesn’t like me anymore, pause,
Bargaining – if you can bring him back god, I promise ill do better
Acceptance – oh well
Reaching out – James, can you email me and tell me where you are please.
Rk said maybe it’s because I’m too taxing.
¶ 6:57 PM
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at the exeter i stood up and said goodbye, then walked to the other side of the table and said goodbye and waved to you for what seemed a long time. nai, biggs and ben were all staring at me, i went through my own 9 stages, nai shouted 'james is leaving'. saw celina outside, went to talk to her, came back and you were gone. i was really hungry and had a bad day, so prob didn't go to enough effort to say goodbye.
anyway, i've emailed you my phone number and the address where im staying.
+ happy birthday if i don't have internet between now and then. its hard to believe you're 37 already! time sure goes fast.
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anyway, i've emailed you my phone number and the address where im staying.
+ happy birthday if i don't have internet between now and then. its hard to believe you're 37 already! time sure goes fast.
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