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well, i ate lunch alone today, i think that it may be worse than skipping lunch all together.
foos ball comp tomorrow night, pretty excited.
i think i need to change the colours on this page, i cant look at it anymore, needs to be more soothing, like the zen garden.
Slept so well last night but still i feel tired. I think I have caught this feeling from jon. Its no good. My i pod makes it a bit better. Soothing for me.
The zen garden on the meeting table has caused a lot of talk in the department. On friday we also got two pot plants. Now we are clearly the envy of the rest of the dept.
I wonder if Ill make it through the year in this job, it is very up and down, today is down.
all ive done is battle with video all day.
and the video is beating me.
bang bang bang over the head.
I need a nap.
**** thinks the succulent in the zen garden is sitting a little high.
I like it even though it's plastic.
It's a new era.
Full time propper job era.
It has it's good days and bad days. Today is a good day. Yesturday was a bad day. Three men in my open plan office discussing their medical issues. Kidney's prostates and hernia's makes for a very long conversation.
I have good headphones now and it makes a fair improvement. Still, im pretty sure i need my own office.
**** went and bought decorations for the open plan today. nice little zen pebble garden now sits on our meeting table which is nice.
Yesturday we moved the furniture around and created a mini partition with one of the bookshelves. I think ***** knows, but it's prolly a good hint.